This may very well be the quickest post ever. But I feel the need to get this out there. I have come into contact with some of the most exhilarating moments and the most heart wrenching realizations of my life in the past 36 hours.
As a mother the most wonderful things you can experience is see your child experience joy; one of the most horrible things you can witness is your child experience pain. The kind of pain that is inflicted by you. This past weekend I was able to see both.
It was our "Not Christmas" weekend. They were super happy because we got to celebrate each other. The flip side of the weekend was the heart to heart talk my daughter and I had. She expressed to me some things I had said to her that made her close off and not want to talk to me anymore. The last thing in the world I have ever wanted to do is make an environment for my daughters to not want to come and talk to me. The good news is we were able to talk through the situation and now we are on good footing.
She is 1 of my 3 greatest treasures!
The thing that I am most impressed by is the fact that God knew I needed to do some repair work with my girl and He blocked me going to school this semester so that I would be present and available to get the done. So in short I am entirely thankful that I am in good with the King of all creation. He does all things well and He is lovely in my eyes. David knew what he was talking about when he said, You are beautiful for every situation!!!
I Love YOU LORD!!!!!
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